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Currently in Daddy's office now . And since tt baby boy of mine wants me to post , i shall do one short post . Haha . Its eff-ing bored here . What to do ? Lol . I volunteered myself here and now im like digging a hole of misery fr myself . And lucky mummy is not here , or else it will be even worse . Beat tt . HAHA ! ^^
Yesterday was th last day at nanyang poly . Went there fr my last week of holiday to do some work there , HAHA !! It was fun , and sometimes challenging when i dont know how to do th thing which pissed me off . Burnt my hand on th first day , sway or what ?! HAHA . Did a temperatire sensor thingy and i brought it home ! HEHE ! It was really effing cool !! Love it ! Have a fun time with girls there too . When we have our picnics in th lecture room because its just too amazing boring . Like LOL ! (: Yesterday morning was a heavy downpour manns . TOO heavy . Did not know how to walk to nanyang poly . But still manage to make my way there . Like lol !! (:
Have not been seeing my baby boy fr a long time , i miss you alot dear ! ): . And school is going to reopen , less time to spend with you . Fucking sad ): . But its okay , like what dear said , " As long as our hearts are together " HEHE !! And i just love tt silly boy of mine !! Always putting th blame on himself , silly or what ? haha !! I Love You ! (L)

Lovely toodles ^^

Sorry

Heard a song , and decided to post this post and so , here i am .

Baby , Just wanted to say im sorry . I know , i am not a perfect one fr you but you still chose me . I know , fr you to fall in love with me , its just me being really lucky . Having you by my side always , im really grateful . Having you to wipe away my tears , im really happy . Having you to hold my hand , hug me and gimme yr kisses , I just have to say , im really one lucky girl to have you .
Im sorry , you have to put up with my temper sometimes .
Im sorry , you have to deal with my moodswings .
Im sorry , you have to put up with me because i get jealous easily . I promise , i will change . But its all because i love you just too much out of yr imagination .
Im sorry , i get upset over some little things sometimes .
Im sorry , I get unreasonable .
Im sorry , I cant be by yr side always like how you do .
Im sorry , My tears cant be controlled .
Im sorry , fr my negative thoughts tt make you so worried sometimes .
Im sorry , I get really mad sometimes . But its all because i really dont want to loose you to others .
Im sorry , I dont know how to make you happy .
Im sorry , I dont know how to let you feel safe but its true , you'll my one and only tt occupies my heart .
Im sorry , I promised not to drop a single tear but i still did .
Im sorry .
All you have done fr me , touches me everytime . I really am really happy when you first gave me th ring , just tt i dont know how to express how touch i am . Im sorry .
You might not know , you mean th world th me . Whenever you walk away or when we bid goodbye , I cant help it to let my tears drop because i miss you too much already . You mean so much to me tt i really dont want to loose you to anyone or anything . Im sorry , i cant do anything fr you . I can only give you my heart , my hugs , my kisses and me . I know , our first month gift isnt tt special or sweet its just worthless , but i did try my best . Hope you still liked it . I can give you only tt . But those things , are what you only have . I swear , after my first heartbreak , i never believed in everlasting . But when you came into my life with yr love , I believe in it again .
Baby boy , I Love You . (L)

Live

Holidays are such a bore :/ . So many things are just happening nowadays , conflicts , sweetness . One time good and one time bad , how you want me to deal with these things ? I really dont know what to do already . This family perhaps is just too complicated fr me . I tried bear with yr mood swings , i tried to bear with yr unreasonable screaming . But its just too much , Im sorry .
Haven been going out nowadays , so bored at home . But tomorrow perhaps meeting baby fr dinner or lunch bahs . Perhaps its just an hour or so or less or more but still , its with you . Therefore , it bring me back to smiles again . I have sooo many pictures to upload , but im sooo lazy to upload them . LOL !! With friends , boyfriend . AHHHHS ! LOL !!
Aunt ask me go pei her watch some musical drama . LOL ! boring , should i go ? Like LOL (: .
Alright bahs , i shall go and have my dinner now . Lovely toodles ! ^^

studies

Have been mugging at home with my books , its so bored . But go to work hard because in 3 months it will be EOY ! 3 months is not a long time you know ;/ . I got to do well before i become roasted pig as i get roasted by my parents . LOL (: .

Sweetheart tell me to update my blog so i shall do it , see i so sweet ^^ . HEHE ! Have been mugging fr math these few days and i shall move on and shall study my biology now . HEHE .

Tt baby of mine should be studying , Olevels lehhs baby !! Jiayous k ? CHARMAINE IS HEREFR YOU ! (L) haha !

Love my yellow full scap ! okay , tt was random . HAHA ^^ Maybe going out fr a movie date next thursday with my sweetheart ? haha , Hope i can make it . Had a hilarious conversation with catherine and michelle just now during breakfast and we were talking about insects ._. Haha , its spoils my appetite ;/ . But i still ate , or else tt naggy baby of mine will nag me non stop . haha . Cant wait to see my baby boy too , it has been so long since we met up silly ): . People think i have MIA frm th world but i haven okay ? HAHA ! Last week of june have to report to nanyang poly fr coursework from 9-6 ): . HAIS ! Have not been feeling well these few days ;/ .

I miss you baby .

L.O.V.E

Belated post 05 June 2010

Baby gave me another surprise at my house again , sooo sweet !! Gave my anniversary surprise and omg !! So sweet , almost burst into tears . Love you soooo much laogong (L) . Headed down to coffee bean at amk fr breakfast and headed to ochard after tt , we walked from ochard to somerset than somerset all th way back to far east , walked amost 7 hours continuosly tt day . My poor baby was complaining tt him leg was pain . HAHA . Had wanton mee fr lunch . After tt continue shopping ! After a long day , baby send me home . Hehe . Had jokes and fun along th way . My cutie baby !!

A post specially dedicated fr you silly boy .
Happy first monthsary baby !! It has been a long and fun day with you my love . You're just like another star struck into my life . All th promises you made to me , i believe tt they are true my dear . Because of you , i believe in this again , i never believed in everlasting ever since my first heartbreak but now because of you , you made me believe it again not only with yr words but with yr actions too . Something tt will bond us together , love and our hearts . Dearest , how are you going to let me get out of this love struck ever ? I guess i'll never want to get out of this love struck , because there is you in it . The perfect one fr me . Im sorry fr th times when we were unhappy with each other fr a moment of time , and i thank you fr always being there even when times were really bad and you always manage to settle th problems and conflicts between us . baby , nothing can describe just how wonderful you are , i can never ask fr more anymore . My dear , I love you .

"Th everlasting flow of love is not just because of me , mostly its because of yr understand love and care tt is like th source of life to me . "

Mad

Caught this picture in baby's fb . It really brings back alot of memories . Haha . Of course there are still alot of pictures but im lazy to upload it ;/ HAHA .

See tt baby boy of mine ? Isnt he just such a cutie ! Hehe . Thinking back of th times when we were only friends , slowly coming closer to this stage tt make me love you much more than how i love myself . Couting down to our first month . Still remember our first date , tt innocence and nothing but just wanting to hold my hand . Its soo madly sweet . Remember th times you will rush to my house when im down , it always melt my heart . Rememeber th times when you rush down to my house to tc of me when no one was there when im sick , forcing me to sleep . haha . I also remember th times when you run after me just to poke me and always succeed . HAHA ! I also can think of times when you catch hold of th clumsy me when i always fall in th mrt x) . But im also sorry of times when you have to take in th lousy attitude of mine when i have mood swings . Thinking of times when you will sweep me off my feet and carry me around to cheer me up . I also rememeber th first time i had a major breakdown infront of you , when you lend me yr shoulder to cry on , when you hugged me all th way to cool me down and tell me to cry it all out . I also can remember our first night together when we both lie down while i lie on you , watching th stars in th night . I also remember our first dinner together , how hilarious it was . All these memories are really locked up in my heart . How much we miss each other by just parting fr one minute , i remember too . Baby , you came into my life and gave me a new smile on my face , curing all my heartbreaks . I can never ask anymore when i have you already . Baby , I love you . (L)

listen

Its early in th morning and i doubt tt peeps are awake yet . Haha (: .
Yesterday went fr my shopping spree again in ochard ._. HAHA !! But its with mummy , i can only say , Average . Went to watch th prince of persia . RATINGS : 5 stars !! So nice . Haha , after went to shopping and went to meet peeps after tt fr jack's bday dinner . Haha . Im going broke ): . HAHA ! Th food wasnt tt good at sakura buffet , Lol . Had fun desel-ing bryan wu (: HAHA !! Had fun with peeps too . We were like spamming sushi !! HEHE . Ate alot , i think im growing fat ): HAHA .
Alright , i think i shall be going to prepare to go back to sleep in my warm bed ! HAHA .
Lovely toodles ^^