Moods

Im sad , i dont feel good . Somehow help me >:

Time

This is my cutie , Candy . My lovable hamster that is my companion at home (L)
Tons of homework today , i shall go and rush now , Hehe . Toodles !! ^^
And and , I love you , Girlfriends and BABY !

Random

Im sad , i dont know why . I cried , i guess i was being emotional and just cant be optimistic anymore . Whats getting into me ? I feel so weak always , i feel like giving up . I browse through my memories and ask myself " Have i live my life to th fullest ? " And my answer is No . I have yet to do so many things ..
I love cranes , i love hearts , i love stars . Have been collecting and folding them daily , I wish that these can bring back me , i wish that maybe somehow you will notice that i really do need you sometimes when i say " Its okay .. " . But its alright , i know its alot to ask , Im not an not understanding person . I dont to become yr burden . I want yr memory of me to be a cheerful person , and lets stay tt way alright ?
My hamster , Candy . Is trying to cheer me up by walking around my table which is sooo cute ! I talk to her , am i crazy ? haha . Where has all my optimism gone ? I dont know how to do so anymore ;/ . I wish i can just cry it all out in one shot ..

Feels

When th sky darkens , i wish someone is here to be my sunshine . When im feeling down , i wish someone will be here to lend me yr shoulder to let me lie on and cry on . When im sick , i wish someone will be here to take good care of me . When im tired , i wish someone can comfort me and give me motivation . And im glad i have someone here , Baby . Thankyou fr everything you have done , im greatful really . You're a great boyfriend , splendid ! I love you (L) .

My blog is like dead but im just too lazy you know ? HAHA . have been studying alot , Common test 2 is like coming , lol . Currently taking a break , had a great time in school today , thanks to friends and boyfr . Haha . Pictures ? None . LOL !! Unless i sort of like dig out my zilian pictures . HEHE !! I want to watch a movie , damm it . But my condition doesnt allow me to do so ): . People who wants to be updated on me , just add me on facebook . Much more active there . LOL !! (: . Sorry ;/ .

Falling sick . My body gets weaker day by day . The sunshine touches my skin , i wish i could stay . Th raindrops falls on me , i wish i could play with it . But i dont think i can do it anymore though . Believing in God , that he will let me off of the toture . I beg him , to lemme be free . Im sick and tired , I just want to stay .