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Am i being unreasonable ? Making a big fuss over it .
Sometimes i wish tt i wont be so sensetive , I wish tt I can just let go of everything i see or hear but i cant . Perhaps its just because you mean so much to me , its just because i cant do anything without you anymore. You were always there fr me , regardless of how helpless i was , how busy you were . I guess some are just right , I dont know how to cherish you . I take YOU fr granted , always showing you my anger when im unhappy , always asking fr th thing you are unwilling to do . But sometimes i really just want you to care fr me more . Sometimes when i go mad in front of you , you always ask me why im so happy but i dont know how to answer yr questions , Because I am not happy . I just want you to see that im happy , i want yr impression of me will always be cheerful and strong and not vulnerable . Sometimes , when i see you with others , I get jealous but at th same time im doubtful of myself , Why can others give you th smile tt I've never gave you or seen in yr face when you're with me . You're just like a kite and im th string , i cant set you free . I guess i just dont want to because you mean so much to me .. But when i see tt smile i always wonder "If you're not tied down by me , perhaps you'll be happier " . I guess th way tt i love you is just th wrong way . Perhaps others are right , I dont deserve you at all .. But th biggest happiness that i had this whole year was tt when i found out tt i fell in love with you , th first kiss you gave , th first time you held my hand .. Tt sweetness , i dont know what to say . You melted me . But th fact is tt i love you too much . I really do .