Teardrops

Deeply hurt by yr cold actions , im clueless of what to do . Tell me what to do ? ;/ . This insecure feeling , i really just want to end everything but i cant do it cause i know how many tears will fall down my cheeks . I know my heart will hurt ttm . I know i will think of you every second then , i know how will i feel if i see you . Even if we were friends , i dont know how to face you . Why must you do this to me ? I keep on asking myself what did i do wrong to deserve this but nothing comes to my mind . Am i too lousy or what ? ): Please , if you had fun playing with my feelings , set me free NOW . I had enough , crying two days for you . My eyes are too painful but tears are still flowing . I dont want my sickness to come back again . It took me a long time to pass tt hurdle . Give me back my heart if you dont want it . Dont be selfish . You just dont know how to treasure me right ? I give you another chance , but if you dont treasure this chance . Im sorry , I'll do th worst and toture myself again . Its yr choice . To let me be happy , or kill me with misery .

Emotions , i just want someone to hold me tight in their arms and let me know tt from th bottom of their heart tt they love me for what mades me up and not what covers me . But you never appeared , i was too foolish to believe in love again . I give up .