Moodless

There is a kind of love called breaking up .
Its already enough . I dont want to scream again , take away th pain i feel . It has been a long time since i felt this way again . Seeing you guys together , i can only feel th ache in my heart . Seeing yr smile whenever you are with her , i guess i made th right choice to really step out . I really did trust in love one more time when i was with you , but i guess i made a wrong choice . I know sometimes i might be harsh to you but its because i dont want you to get close to me . Because i dont want to feel th pain even more .
In front of you , i pretend im okayy . But behind yr back , all my tears flow . What hurts th most , was being so close . Having so much to say , and watching you walk away was th most painful part of everything . It hard to deal to deal with pain tt is approaching , seeing you with her . Thats why i refuse to go close to you again . You might think tt im unhappy with you but actually im not . Im just trying to avoid you . Perhaps i made th right choice to keep quiet and let you two be it . because i know i'll never be th one tt you will have in yr arms again .

Yesterday after school went to have breakfast with matos first than went to look with willyn . Had alot of fun talking ! Haha , will meet up with you again my dear ! ^^ . After went to childcare , cant believe i actually played with dough ._. HAHA ! But it was fun ! LOL ! Did not take any pictures cause was too busy ): . After went back to school for speech day , weiyang was so funny !! HAHA (: . After tt stayed in school till 8 and went home cause wasnt feeling well really . Head was killing me too .. Going to stay at home to study and rest .

You two really look compatible together , you have my blessings ..